May 2012
hiddlebutt:
how to be a good student:
care about your grades
do your work
how to have a school-related mental breakdown:
care about your grades
don’t do your work
guess what I do
fuck everyone and their stupid pretty faces
everyone looks stunning in the formal photos and i either have my eyes closed or i just look rediculous. loving life
I am way too impatient to actually make myself look nice
There’s something hilarious about being both a procrastinator and a perfectionist.
[[MORE]]i don’t want to do homework. i want to go to bed and cry. well actually what i really want is to sit under a really hot shower. but i cant fucking do that because i am a spastic and i broke the wall in the shower. and i want hugs. and to not have to go to school tomorrow. i want year 12 to be done. i want to be 18. i want to be able to drive and i want to leave. everyone always said...
April 2012
Yay for decision making
decided on a university course today.
nursing/emergency health double degree at monash peninsula campus
the atar is 91.9 though. I’m gonna have to actually start trying at school. shit. i made a great start to that today by bringing home no books.
but hopefully knowing that i am working for something will give me the motivation to put more effort in.
also i need to get fit because you...
I’m glad I made the decision to let go. I feel really relieved now.
